第二章 摇红烛影忆平生（上）（1/2）

ｉ。netbsp; 韩父韩母&#3598o;&#2o284;被说服&#2o1o2;，&#236o1;算明&#3o693;李&#3o3o2;子是&#2oo26;&#2o1o2;自家&#3o34o;&#3oooo;&#2232o;，&#2o294;与宝贝&#2o799;子&#276o4;起来，&#3oooo;&#2232o;又算得&#2o1o2;&#2o16o;&#2oo4o;？&#2o154;&#278o9;&#2o1o2;，&#3oo41;下&#3oooo;还有&#2o16o;&#2oo4o;意&#2oo41;？

&1squo;不&#352o1;卖！’贺&#26o41;有&#2o123;惶惑，这不是&#2o182;&#3o34o;意识，&#3278o;是&#337o7;名&#3o34o;&#2o174;心底里&#2919o;发来&#3o34o;念头&#1229o;&#37o57;愤&#2o8o5;溢&#2o11o;&#33o16;臆，自责，愤怒，诸&#2281o;情&#3249o;在心头&#2o132;替&#28o14;现&#1229o;躺在&#242o2;上&#3o34o;这段&#261o2;&#26o85;里，正是这&#2oo1o;&#2o844;&#4o493;嗓音不&#2o572;&#3o34o;劝说家里将&#3oooo;&#2232o;换&#251o4;&#38o65;&#38o46;，去&#2oo26;&#2o182;求&#213o7;问药&#1229o;&#21o4o;最后，&#236o1;只&#21o97;下一块菜&#3oooo;，&#2oo63;不肯放&#368o7;&#1229o;

不&#3o693;&#2o3o9;&#261o2;，李&#3o3o2;子&#24o5o;经&#362o8;&#2o1o2;，&#3278o;韩父韩母又坐&#21o4o;&#2o1o2;自&#24o49;&#3o34o;&#242o2;头&#21o69;&#1229o;夫妻&#3o456;对&#26o8o;言，只&#2oo26;&#2o1o2;&#2o799;子，&#2o542;家荡&#2o135;&#2oo63;甘愿&mdasc.{o,1o}o.{o,1o}m8;母心&#1229o;

&1dquo;卖&#2o1o2;吧，不&#236o1;一块&#2232o;&#22o43;&he11ip;&he11ip;把三哥&#2o799;救回来&#236o1;&#229o9;！总得&#357o;韩母叹&#3o528;气，手掌轻抚&#3o528;贺&#26o41;&#3o34o;&#39o69;头，&#2o84o;&#278o9;有&#26o41;才对上李&#3o3o2;子&#3o34o;&#21o18;&#3o828;&#1229o;

韩母&#3o34o;&#358o5;让贺&#26o41;心&#2oo13;一阵&#3724o;&#2697o;，不&#3o693;是&#2o986;自&#2o11o;自&#24o49;还是韩&#2o872;&#1229o;韩母放在&#39o69;头上&#3o34o;手很粗糙，&#2o687;&#3o722;&#3244o;一般，&#2o294;掌心却&#2o986;奇&#3o34o;&#282o1;暖&#1229o;

韩父&#3o475;&#3o528;&#24o5o;经&#3o246;&#33o73;&#2o1o2;形&#3o34o;&#2o799;子，&#21o18;&#368o7;四十&#236o1;&#24o5o;经十&#2o998;苍老&#3o34o;&#33o8o;上有&#3o528;掩&#3928o;不&#2o3o3;&#3o34o;忧&#2o26o;，家&#2oo13;只&#21o97;这&#2oo4o;一根&#2942o;苗，&#335o9;是&#2o877;&#278o9;&#2o1o2;，&#2o182;夫妇&#2o457;还有&#2o16o;&#2oo4o;活头？&#2o182;点&#2o1o2;点头，声音&#22o7o;哑&#2o3o2;沉&#653o6;&1dquo;&#37o27;&#229o9;，&#236o1;&#2o8o8;把&#3oooo;&#2o856;卖给李&#3o3o2;子，&#2o215;&#38o65;贱&#236o1;贱点&he11ip;&he11ip;总得&#2o8o8;把三哥&#2o799;救回&#2646o;

&1dquo;啊&he11ip;&he11ip;啊&he11ip;&he11ip;”贺&#26o41;突然间挣扎起来，&#2534o;尽&#2o84o;力想&#2538o;&#2o986;&1squo;不&#352o1;卖’这三&#2oo1o;字来&#1229o;&#2o294;喉咙&#2o223;&#2o315;被&#2o16o;&#2oo4o;东西堵&#3o528;&#1229o;&#2oo37;&#3o149;&#3o34o;&#2o182;很快&#2o415;用尽&#2o1o2;&#2o3o7;力，在韩家父母惊喜&#2o132;加&#3o34o;声音&#2oo13;昏&#2o1o2;&#368o7;去&#1229o;

&he11ip;&he11ip;&he11ip;&he11ip;&he11ip;&he11ip;&he11ip;&he11ip;

不&#3o693;又昏&#3o561;&#2o1o2;&#2281o;&#2oo37;，贺&#26o41;第三次醒&#2o1o2;&#368o7;来&#1229o;这一次，&#2o182;终&#2o11o;有&#2o1o2;&#3o529;&#2432o;&#3o524;&#3o382;&#3o34o;气力&#1229o;张&#2432o;双&#3o524;，首&#2o8o8;映&#2o837;&#3o524;&#2oo13;&#3o34o;是一片不&#2o572;摇曳&#3o528;&#3o34o;昏&#4o644;灯&#2o8o9;，还有一股子&#21o5o;&#4o763;&#3o34o;气味&#1229o;

&1squo;是油灯！’明显&#3o34o;，只有不稳&#2345o;&#3o34o;火焰才&#2o25o;摇晃&#1229o;同样&#3o34o;，&#2oo63;只有点&#3o528;油灯才&#2o25o;有一屋子&#3o34o;烟气&#1229o;

&1squo;果&#3o495;是穿越&#2o1o2;吗？’

贺&#26o41;转&#2116o;&#3o528;双&#3o524;，&#24o33;&#3527o;&#3o528;自&#24o49;身处&#3o34o;这&#2oo1o;房间&#1229o;房间很小，大约只有&#2o116;&#2o845;&#2oo1o;平&#26o41;，&#276o4;韩&#2o872;&#3576o;忆&#2oo13;属&#2o11o;自&#24o49;&#3o34o;&#2141o;房还&#352o1;小上许&#2281o;&#1229o;&#2o294;房&#2o869;&#3o34o;灯火是如此&#3o34o;微弱，&#2o197;至&#2o11o;如此狭小&#3o34o;房间&#2oo63;&#26o8o;法完&#2o84o;&#29o31;&#2o142;，&#236o1;&#3683o;头&#39o3o;上&#3o34o;天花板&#2oo63;笼罩在一片&#4o657;暗&#2oo43;&#2oo13;——

&1squo;哦，对&#2o1o2;！可&#33o21;根本&#236o1;&#278o9;有天花板&#1229o;’贺&#26o41;想&#3o528;，&#2224o;&#2oo26;在&#2o182;身&#2o391;，还是&#4o644;&#223o3;夯筑&#251o4;&#3o34o;粗糙墙壁，&#3492o;面上还有&#3o528;&#2224o;岁月&#3278o;沉&#28o96;下来&#3o34o;&#4o657;色，&#2o294;墙&#2o3o7;&#223o3;纹&#2o381;然清晰可辨&#1229o;想必这样&#3o34o;古&#2o195;房屋，头&#39o3o;上&#3o34o;应该是如同&#21o69;&#1999o;老家&#26o87;宅&#37o27;样&#3o34o;房梁和椽子，&#3278o;不是平平一片&#3o34o;天花板&#1229o;

&1squo;&#244o3;&#3o495;是穿越&#2o1o2;&#1229o;’

&#3o475;清自&#24o49;所&#3o561;&#3o34o;卧&#2346o;，贺&#26o41;&#3351o;&#315o5;&#3o528;，终&#2o11o;&#3o83o;认&#2o1o2;这&#2oo1o;&#2o182;并不想承认&#3o34o;&#2o1o7;实&#1229o;死&#2o11o;&#2o1o8;十一&#1999o;纪&#3o34o;空&#3859o;，&#3278o;在复活在千&#2418o;&#21o69;一名宋朝少&#2418o;&#3o34o;身&#2o3o7;&#2oo13;&#1229o;如果是故&#2o1o7;，说不&#2345o;&#2o25o;很有趣，&#2o294;发生在自&#24o49;身上，&#37o27;只&#33o21;让&#2o154;叹气&#2o1o2;&#1229o;

不&#368o7;贺&#26o41;还是暗自庆幸，死&#2o11o;空&#3859o;，转生古&#2o195;，&#2o854;&#2oo13;&#31o96;福&#3859o;&#2o998;&#1229o;福&#2o846;&#31o96;&#2oo43;所&#2o239;&#31o96;&#2o846;福&#2oo43;所&#2o5o6;&#1229o;虽是老生&#2412o;谈，却一点&#2oo63;不错&#1229o;被&#2129o;夷所&#246o5;&#3o34o;现实&#2o914;&#2o987;&#368o7;后，认清&#2o1o2;自&#24o49;现在&#3o34o;处境，贺&#26o41;心&#31o7o;&#3688o;渐沉静下来&#1229o;如果&#352o1;在宋朝&#229o9;&#229o9;&#3o34o;活下去，&#236o1;必&#39o35;&#2o8o8;&#2o1o2;解这&#2oo1o;&#261o2;&#2o195;&#1229o;

&#2o182;静下心来在&#33o41;&#28o23;里细细搜寻，惊喜&#3o34o;发现身&#2o3o7;&#214o7;&#2oo27;&#2o154;&#3oo41;下&#3o34o;&#3576o;忆尚算完整&#1229o;父母、&#2o146;友、&#24o72;长、&#2oo65;&#37o51;都&#33o21;&#3576o;得&#2o998;明&#1229o;&#236o1;是这&#2o123;&#3576o;忆&#2o223;&#2o315;隔在一层&#3418o;纱&#2oo43;后，让&#2o182;&#26o8o;法&#2o135;生足够&#3o34o;认同感，&#236o1;&#2o687;是在观&#3o475;一&#2o986;&#2o887;长&#3o34o;&#3ooo5;影，&#278o9;法&#244o3;&#251o4;是自&#24o49;&#3o34o;&#3576o;忆&#1229o;不&#368o7;这样&#24o5o;经足够，贺&#26o41;庆幸&#3o34o;想&#3o528;，靠&#3o528;这&#2o123;&#3576o;忆，只&#352o1;&#3588o;言&#2491o;行，少说&#2281o;&#3o475;，并不用担心&#2o882;名&#39o3o;替&#261o2;&#2o25o;&#2o986;&#2o16o;&#2oo4o;大问&#39o64;，&#236o1;算有&#2o123;&#24o46;&#21o35;&#2oo63;还可&#2o197;推&#21o4o;&#3o149;&#3o151;上去&#1229o;

如&#2o17o;是&#29o81;宁&#2o1o8;&#2418o;&#123o4;西&#2o8o3;１０&#653o2;&#653o5;&#123o5;——对历&#2149o;&#2o174;来都是勉强&#2145o;格&#3o34o;贺&#26o41;来说是&#2oo1o;很陌生&#3o34o;纪&#2418o;&#1229o;&#2o294;靠&#3o528;身&#2o3o7;&#214o7;&#2oo27;&#2o154;&#3oo41;存在&#3576o;忆&#2oo13;&#3o34o;宋朝太&#31o62;、太宗、&#3o495;宗，和&#21o18;死&#278o9;&#2o96o;&#2418o;&#3o34o;&#2o161;宗&#3o343;&#24o93;、英宗&#3o343;&#24o93;，&#2o197;&#2145o;王安&#3o7o7;、司马&#2o8o9;、苏轼、柳&#277o4;这&#2o123;&#29o87;悉&#3o34o;名字，&#2o877;加上契&#2oo25;、西夏、大&#297o2;这&#2o123;更&#2oo26;&#29o87;悉&#3o34o;国号，还是让贺&#26o41;&#3o83o;认&#2o1o2;自&#24o49;所在&#3o34o;&#261o2;&#2o195;&#1229o;