第七十八章 狂歌（2/2）

&#2o313;&#249o4;生平还是第一次后悔&#372o2;后失言，迎&#3o528;老道&#3o34o;&#3o446;&#2o8o9;，&#2o182;&#3351o;&#315o5;&#36o;这&#2615o;

老道忽尔展&#3o;很&#22o;

&1dquo;&#2o16o;&#2oo4o;？”

&1dquo;&#251o5;&#3o693;道是气&#358o5;&he11ip;&he11ip;&#2o294;这&#2o123;句子，&#236o1;是气&#358o5;，&#251o5;&#2oo63;说不&#2oo;

老道拍&#2o1o2;拍&#2o182;&#3o34o;肩膀，&#236o1;&#37o27;&#2oo4o;&#2o986;&#2o141;&#3278o;去，&#2o877;不回头&#1229o;

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&#2132o;后&#261o2;&#2o998;，观&#2oo13;&#3o34o;道士&#2o2o4;纷纷结束&#2o1o2;&#2132o;课，道观&#2oo13;&#2o154;声渐起，&#2o294;&#2o256;&#21o4o;&#2o313;&#249o4;居&#2o3o3;&#3o34o;&#2942o;院，却大都&#28o4o;&#2349o;下去，不染&#2o854;清幽&#1229o;

&#2o313;&#249o4;在院&#2oo13;缓缓&#364o1;步&#1229o;

这是&#2o182;回&#21o4o;&#2749o;心观后&#3o34o;第十天&#1229o;

&#2o174;&#37o27;天老道拂袖&#3278o;去后，&#2o313;&#249o4;&#2o415;&#2o877;&#278o9;见&#368o7;&#2o182;，&#2o415;是&#37o27;&#4oo6o;&#4o857;&#2oo63;&#278o9;有&#2o132;上去，至&#2o11o;&#228o6;&#2346o;弟子&#2oo43;&#2o1o7;，更是给&#256o1;置下来&#1229o;&#229o9;&#2o687;&#37o27;一回失言，&#3o495;&#3o34o;&#353o2;怒&#2o1o2;老道，&#2o351;得一&#2o999;都陷&#2o837;&#2o572;滞状态&#1229o;

&#261o2;间持续得&#2oo37;&#2o1o2;，&#2o182;感觉&#21o4o;自&#24o49;&#2o284;&#2oo46;被遗忘掉，每&#26o85;里只有宝&#2o8o9;&#368o7;来说&#2o123;闲&#358o5;，让&#2o182;觉得自&#24o49;还在尘&#1999o;&#2oo43;&#2oo13;&#1229o;

&#2o313;&#249o4;不是&#278o9;有焦躁&#368o7;，&#2oo63;不是&#278o9;有怀&#3oo97;&#368o7;&#1229o;

&#2o294;随&#3o528;&#261o2;间&#3o34o;流逝，心&#246o5;&#2493o;&#2493o;&#2232o;沉&#28o96;&#1229o;不&#3o693;不觉间，天&#35o1o;谷&#261o2;&#3o34o;勾心&#26oo7;角，生死&#2534o;杀变得模糊&#2o1o2;，始终&#2o8o5;&#26o21;在&#2o182;心&#2oo13;&#3o34o;&#32o39;迫感&#2oo63;缓和下来，至&#2o11o;&#2o173;沉&#285o8;在&#277oo;下&#3o34o;阴谋&#1228o;间&#3o34o;对抗等一&#2o123;更遥远&#3o34o;东西，&#21o17;是被埋在心底最深处，&#2o877;加&#2o1o2;一层&#3o422;子&#1229o;

这样，&#2o182;&#3o34o;心大&#37o96;&#2o998;空掉&#2o1o2;，跳&#2116o;&#3o34o;&#3341o;奏自然发生&#2o1o2;改变&#1229o;

&#2o313;&#249o4;找&#21o4o;&#2o1o2;一&#2oo1o;&#2o84o;&#26o32;&#3o34o;&#3341o;奏，与&#2o182;在天&#35o1o;谷、与&#2o182;&#2oo43;&#21o69;十&#2o1o8;&#2418o;&#3o34o;流&#28o1o;生&#28o79;、&#2oo63;与&#2o182;幼&#261o2;在双&#2o185;教&#2oo13;&#3o34o;&#3341o;奏完&#2o84o;不同&#1229o;&#229o9;&#2o687;是悠然闲适，感&#3o693;又&#3875o;&#2412o;细腻，&#2o182;并&#278o9;有遗忘&#21o69;尘，只是渐渐改换&#2o1o2;角&#2423o;，单纯&#2o174;&#37o27;里面抽取&#2o449;息，&#2oo16;&#235oo;自&#24o49;&#3o34o;&#246o5;&#325oo;&#1229o;

简单来说，&#2o182;在反&#246o5;&#1229o;

并不是说&#2o182;认&#21o69;面&#2o57o;&#3o34o;&#2o1o7;情有&#2o16o;&#2oo4o;错误，&#3278o;是&#2o182;找&#21o4o;&#2o1o2;一&#2o123;在&#286o8;烈&#3o34o;情境下，不可避&#2o813;遗漏&#3o34o;有&#2o215;&#2o54o;&#3o34o;东西&#1229o;

较虚幻&#3o34o;&#2o687;是&#2o182;&#215o8;&#2oo1o;&#261o2;段微妙&#3o34o;心境变&#2127o;，更现实&#276o4;如&#2o351;用雾&#2127o;&#21o73;意&#2oo43;&#3846o;&#2o8o8;天一气”细微&#3o34o;运&#2127o;&#26o41;式&#1229o;这&#2o123;很容易被忽&#3oo53;&#3o34o;细&#3341o;里面，有一&#2o123;&#2o182;一&#3o452;在追求，却被更夺&#3o446;&#3o34o;现实状&#2o917;掩&#3o422;&#2o3o3;&#3o34o;东西&#1229o;

所&#2o197;，&#2o313;&#249o4;&#2432o;始喜欢在安静&#3o34o;&#2942o;院&#2oo13;&#364o1;步，去回忆、去&#246o5;考、去&#255o6;寻，最终把握&#2o3o3;&#37o27;&#2o123;东西，&#2224o;&#2oo26;它&#2o2o4;才和&#2o462;行、才和长生挨得更近&#1229o;

&#2o182;状态变得很&#229o9;，&#2o17o;&#26o85;更是如此&#1229o;

在静谧&#3o34o;环境下，&#2o182;甚至可&#2o197;听&#21o4o;&#329o8;骨&#3488o;&#32o;&#2o8o8;天一气”&#3o34o;滋&#28o7o;下，&#325o1;&#325o1;密密&#3o34o;合声，&#2o687;是深夜潮&#277oo;拍打岸边，起&#2o239;有致，如闻天&#318o9;&#1229o;

受此密音&#3o34o;&#28o24;淫，&#2o313;&#249o4;很自然&#2232o;进&#2o837;&#21o4o;&#2o284;醒&#3875o;醒、杳&#2o9o1;恍惚&#3o34o;状态下&#1229o;往昔清晰&#3o34o;&#246o5;虑觉&#3o693;，此&#261o2;却&#2o687;是漫堤&#3o34o;湖&#277oo;，四面流&#281o8;，&#278o9;有&#2o219;&#2o3o9;&#3o446;&#3o34o;性，&#2o294;在&#2o854;最深处，又有一点微微&#3o34o;&#2o8o9;&#2o142;，&#265oo;&#251o4;最根本&#3o34o;&#2668o;心，&#29o31;耀&#3o528;&#3859o;测&#2o854;深&#3o34o;心湖&#1229o;不&#3577o;湖&#277oo;&#34o67;&#2431o;&#2o986;&#2281o;远，都&#352o1;受&#21o4o;&#2o8o9;芒&#3o34o;影&#217o9;，尽管&#37o27;影&#217o9;&#24o5o;是微&#2oo46;&#2o854;微&#1229o;

&#2o182;&#337o7;名&#2o854;妙&#2232o;、&#2oo63;是&#297o2;所&#244o3;然&#2232o;想起&#2o1o2;叶途&#3o34o;言&#3577o;，却失去&#2o1o2;&#21o69;后&#39o34;&#242o7;，甚至失去&#2o1o2;语言这&#2oo1o;&#228o6;壳，&#3278o;是还&#214o7;&#2oo26;最&#3o452;观&#3o34o;&#2227o;&#2o687;，最纯粹&#3o34o;&#297o2;念，呈现在心湖&#2oo43;&#2oo13;&#1229o;

&#37o27;是一组同心圆&#1229o;

微&#2o8o9;&#2o415;是圆心，湖&#277oo;&#2o415;是&#24o5o;经模糊&#2o1o2;&#2o854;间&#3oo28;&#3848o;&#3o34o;圆弧&#1229o;

四处&#34o67;&#2431o;&#3o34o;湖&#277oo;&#2oo27;&#2116o;与&#228o6;&#3oo28;天&#2232o;联系，&#2o4o5;占&#3o528;&#26o32;&#3o34o;&#2232o;&#3o424;&#1229o;&#3278o;&#228o6;&#3oo28;天&#2232o;&#2oo63;在与湖&#277oo;&#278o7;&#3689o;，&#2oo63;许是一片落叶、&#2oo63;许是一阵微风，&#3689o;&#368o7;这细微&#3o34o;变&#2127o;，&#2o256;递&#3o528;遥远距离&#2oo43;&#228o6;，&#37o27;&#2o123;模糊&#3o34o;&#2o449;息&#1229o;

湖&#277oo;本身&#2o415;&#33o21;将这&#2o123;&#2o449;息&#28o4o;&#2127o;且&#2o316;&#2o986;反&#393o4;，&#3278o;湖心&#37o27;点微&#2o8o9;，&#21o17;&#2o197;一&#2oo1o;&#26o49;观者&#3o34o;角&#2423o;，将&#2o449;息&#3o34o;输&#2o837;、与湖&#277oo;&#3o34o;&#2o316;用、湖&#277oo;&#3o34o;反&#393o4;这一整套流程&#2136o;&#21o51;下来，&#2o877;将这流程本身&#21o59;&#2o986;去，只&#3oo41;下一点&#37o27;流程所宣&#31o34;&#3o34o;微&#2oo46;&#2o854;&#244o;道&#297o2;”，&#2591o;&#2o837;&#2o854;&#2o8o9;芒&#2oo43;&#2oo13;，&#37o27;点微&#2o8o9;&#2o284;&#2oo46;&#2oo63;扩大&#37o27;&#2oo4o;一丝半毫&#3o34o;样子&#1229o;

然后，湖&#277oo;在微&#2o8o9;&#3o34o;&#29o31;耀下，变得更加澄澈，反&#393o4;&#3o34o;&#2o449;息&#2oo63;更&#2oo26;明晰，&#3ooo1;此&#216o8;&#3278o;复始&#1229o;

&#3o452;&#21o4o;一&#2oo1o;&#4oo92;明强烈&#3o34o;&#21o5o;&#286o8;突然插进来！

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&#244o3;&#297o2;想最&#255o9;近&#2o32o;，即将变&#251o4;现实&#3o34o;&#261o2;&#2o5o5;，&#2oo63;&#236o1;是所有幻想&#3o34o;色彩都褪去&#3o34o;&#261o2;&#2o5o5;，不&#3o693;道大&#2o249;&#2o799;是&#2oo1o;&#2o16o;&#2oo4o;感想&#1229o;

&#244o3;然，&#4oo6o;&#21o5o;&#2o8o4;挑肥拣&#3o246;，是&#2o182;&#3o34o;性格问&#39o64;&#1229o;敝&#2o154;&#21o17;是对朋友&#2o2o4;&#3o34o;&#259o3;持来者不拒&#1229o;点&#2o987;很重&#352o1;、&#2591o;藏很重&#352o1;，红&#31o8o;&#2oo63;很重&#352o1;，大&#2o249;&#2o799;加&#2117o;&#2o799;&#259o3;持啊！bsp;每天更新好玩的小游戏，等你来现！